I went to bed with an Ocular Migraine last night, 1 Imitrex and 4 Excedrine Migraine tablets did not seem to be helping in any way shape or form. But surely a good nights rest and morning would bring the relief that I was so desperately seeking. After all I was just on a plane for 19 hours with no sleep for almost 30, I am sure that is what triggered the pain that I was now experiencing.
[Ophthalmic (eye) migraines... The vision symptoms accompanying painless ocular migraines are not related directly to the eyes. Instead, these visual symptoms occur as a result of the migraine "activity" in the visual cortex of the brain located in the back of the skull.
As described above, your vision and visual acuity will be affected significantly during an ophthalmic migraine attack or episode.]
"Jayden, stop it!" "What? I wasn't doing anything to you!" "Jayden and Gracen stop your fighting before you wake up mom!" OF COURSE THIS IS ALL BEING SHOUTED IN THE HALLWAY NEXT TO MY BED...DID THEY THINK I WAS SLEEPING WITH MY Peltor 97079 Combat Arms Earplugs IN MY EARS?
The sun is now intrusively shining its rays thru the holes in my curtains, like an unwelcome guest in my bedroom. The dull throbbing in my head has obviously not passed during the evening hours, the hole in my vision, still ever present. "Great, I think to myself I have to be to work in 2 hours, I can't call in sick as I have been gone for 10 days already." I guess I shall crawl unhappily out of the warmth and protection of my soft warm bed and down comfortor to see if I can locate some more Imitrex and 2 more Excedrine Migraine tablets.
Work went pretty well, desipite the ignorance of Chase & Suntrust Mortgage who decided it was in their best interest to not waive a deficiancy balance on a client of mine who is in desperate need of a Short Sale on her home. One of the few who are actually qualified and experiencing a "true hardship!" By 1:00 PM I have my full vision back and can finally concentrate on all of the characters in my 100's of emails that accumlated while I was in Heaven for the past 2 weeks. Well, I guess Kamalaya, Koh Samuhi is my version of Heaven...it is perfect in everyway and I miss it terribly!
As I pull into my driveway I almost drive my car into an extremely ginormous hole that has been newly dug in my driveway. It apparently used to be the resting place of a large Mulberry Tree that has resided there for many years. I can't even recollect a tree being there before..."how can I not rememeber a Large Mulberry Tree that was planted next to my driveway for the past 5 years?" Further more who dug it up, but more importantly why wasn't the hole filled back in? As I back up my car from the edge of this ginormous hole I find a new parking spot for my car. As I walk across the rock driveway my subconscience reminds me that I am wearing 3 inch spiked heals. I switch to walking on my tip toes and try to balance the weight of my computer laptop bag, my cell phone and the 32 oz McDonalds ice tea in my hands as I carefully traverse against the unevenly shaped rocks beneath my very expensive and way to high, dress shoes.
10 steps into the door I see the Leaded Crystal Vase with the most perfect curves that would put any Rolls Royce to shame, it is centered perfectly on my very worn Oak Dining table. The long stemmed ivy green stems are standing perfectly upright with only their thorns to distrupt their perfect beauty. The delicate velvet red petals are slightly opened as if lovingly smiling down on all that walk by. My breath hitches for a moment as I reval in the thought of receiving such a gift. My subconsious slowly rememebers a poem that I had to memorise in one of my English classes...
What A Rose Can Say
A rose can say I love you and want you to be mine,
A rose can say I thank you for being so very kind,
A rose can say congratulations, whatever the occasion may be,
A rose can say I miss you and wish you were here with me,
A rose can say I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way,
A rose can say get well soon, May God bless you today,
A rose can say I wish you happiness, and the best for you each day.
A rose can say farewel when someone goes away,
A rose can say hello, I'm thinking of you today,
There's just so many wonderful things that a rose can say,
A rose can say goodbye when a love one is laid to rest,
No matter what there is to say, a rose can say it best.
My subconscience and I are fondly rememebering our High School days when all of the sudden Raygen interupts my pleaseant thoughts. "Don't you just love the Roses Kyle bought for me today?" "Ummmmm, yes love they are so delicatly beautiful, you are so lucky to have such a warm and thoughtful boyfriend who loves you so much!" I exclaim in my most loving mommy voice, trying so hard not to show the dissapointment of the realization that the glorious flowers standing perfectly upright in the Leaded Glass Vase are not for me.
But really "WHAT WAS I THINKING ANYWAYS!"
I am so happy that my daughter has found someone that takes such wonderful care of her heart and loves her for everything that she is. He is a true gift to her and I am one lucky mom to know she is being taken care of so well! I love you Raygen and Kyle!
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